I have had a few days to reflect on my first public yoga class. Though I felt a little anxious, it felt very natural to me. I have to thank three of my close friends for being my guinea pigs. They came to my house to do yoga with me for the past four months and we got our routine down, with some room for throwing new things into the program. My 20+ years of teaching skiing helped me more than I had realized. I am patient, reassuring, and folks said my instructions were clear and logical. I probably could have started teaching yoga without a lot of formal instructor training. But what I have gained from Kathy over the past year is far deeper than just a yoga class.
I am a much better person. I think some of it has come with age. I am more accepting of people and their differences than I was as a young woman. And I am not just talking about physical differences or inabilities. I am talking about being able to step back, observe, and say "who cares if they think differently than the rest of us." I am more able to accept criticism and let it roll off my back and rack it up to someone else’s bad day. They are not going to ruin my good day. I have learned to prioritize and not sweat the small stuff that doesn’t get attended to. I make time each day for me, whether it is sneaking in a yoga practice or an extra long walk with my four legged friend. I don’t worry about the dust in the corner or the dishes in the sink. I used to let my job get in the way of life itself but now, I am making sure I get enjoyment and fulfillment each and every day. If I die tomorrow, there will be no regrets. I tell more than one person I love them each day. That was not easy for me to do. Of course I told my kids and husband, but I am filled with thanks and gratitude each and every day for even the silliest things.
Thank you Kathy for helping me realize so many wonderful things about life. I can see why people who complete their 200 hours come back for more. It’s worth the 2 ½ hour drive to get to the studio. I feel very lucky to spend time in a room with so many cool people and I can’t wait until our next class!
Namaste
Roberta O’Donnell